The comments I recieved on my last post are overwhelming..I LOVE YOU LADIES!
Getting to attend the bandster brunch in NYC on 3/20 was amazing and lifted my spirits.
I haven't been on blogs much as I haven't gotten my wireless internet hooked up at my parents.
I have been trying to deal with my shit show of a life. It's hard. This past week has been extremely hard. I cry most days. My band is so tight from stress and having my period last week I could barely eat. Yesterday I saw the lowest # on my scale in my life (136lbs), and I didn't even care because I am just so sad and stressed.
Tomorrow will be my first holiday seperated ( my 30th GULP) Birthday. And it's sad knowing I have to make plans, not just automatically have plans with my husband.
Thank You for all the support, I will be getting back into blogging soon..I promise.